Pouring out one

It is 10th accident, wait a minutes, Maybe 15th? 20th? Or 25th? I couldn't remember those because It always does. Please, Don't let me Down!!! One more, I couldn't carry on my Interview because I lost out. As usual She said 'aim for Vinna did it' It liked If Vinna would passed it, and I wouldn't' I am not too Clever but I have done the best but She never admit it. Who didn't want to get a job?? I want it too. But She always compere among me and vinna. Afterword, She said many cruel statements. The parent isn't always true.